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Yeah, this is coming out from a girl who absolutely loves dolling up.

Makeup is extremely icky.

If you didn’t know, let me feed you with some external info.

1. I love kissing my beloved. 2. I love rubbing on my dear’s skin.

Just when I thought I finished doing all my things…

A pile of stuff magically appears!

&%^#$!

Must be the hocus pocus that my Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince emits.

I wish I can use the Reductor Curse…

Then I won’t feel guilty of contributing to pollution, the house repainting project is taking a toll on my family… Tons of trash to throw, a lot of things to clean… Sigh…

Now, for this bunch of trash in my room’s floor, if I can just ‘Reducto!’ and it will magically reduce to dust… Boy, wouldn’t that be great?! :D

I’m pretty fed up with my mom.

She just has to be soooooooooo pessimistic.

Just now I was doing the usual whining an 18 year old should, and this time it was about a bunch of friends who can NEVER make decisions fast and has to whine and complain and suggest and discuss for DECADES before they’re able to make a decision. And when I meant decisions, it means decisions like where to go for food or where to go next.

Come on! I’m not asking you to choose between a fugly witch or a fat woman for a bride, right? Why can’t you just make a damn decision where to eat?! Do you have to stand there for hours just to make a stupid decision? And after the decision is finally made, you guys spend time yet again to whine and complain that the food is no good, etc etc.

I was so eager and excited to join you guys, but after promising to bring me news about today’s outing, I was to be disappointed yet again. No news liao. Later I go swim lah, if I were to sit and wait for news from you guys I’d probably already get married and have 12 children and become Minister of Malaysia.

Okay, now you get the gig, right?

So I was talking about this matter to my mom and she started lecturing me about how people has already moved on and don’t have interest in old friends liao. FYI, I was talking about my high school mates. If my college mates are not snappy in making decisions I would have died waiting for them to make a move for the past 3 semesters. Thank God these bunch are fast and efficient like the Malaysia Police (pun unintended).

Like, Ma, what has a die-hard habit got to do with people moving on? Come on lah, every phone conversations I had with my old buddies are sweet and extremely gossipy (just like the old days). So memorable and feels good, feels as though nothing has changed. For these bunch maybe, but for some whom I deemed ‘best’ has, unfortunately, failed me.

We’ve put in effort to keep in touch and always meet up, that’s what the magic of friendship is all about. So if I were to just sit down and whine how much I miss them and never made a move to keep the spark going, will the friendship still remain intact? That feels like what my mom is trying to imply.

And as per mentioned, that’s what my bestie did. Never have I received a fucking piece of news from her. Fine, like I care. Initiative phone conversations from my side resulted in a talk that ended something like: Things have changed lah, I dunno what to say to you.

Sure you dunno what to say to me. Cause, have you ever invested in our friendship? Shame on you!

So that’s the contrast. Do you see it? The 3838 bunch who, although have a die-hard habit that sucks, made an effort. As for the so-called bestie, nope, during UEC tell me busy. What about now? Busy finding a university right? Since every single human being will be busy during all stages of their lives, stop loh! Don’t need to look for me lah, damn it.

And that’s exactly the sort of attitude that my mom tried to lecture me about.

So, what do you think? Am I the one who is being die-hard and still clings on to past relationships and refuse to move on? Wait a min, it’s not like I dun move on and make new buddies okay?! Must make it clear first.

Or…

Am I being right bout my mom being a pessimist?

Love and a bit of anger (I don’t bite),

Ya Hui

As I watch my blog hit counter increase, I feel bad for not posting a single thing to those who have been following me. Was supposed to write something yesterday but I was back late after college and needed rest. T.T sorry dears…

Anyway, after a restless night following Lowyat.net forums and Malaysiakini feverishly on Election Day, 308, I am sooooooo glad the Oppositions has denied BN 2/3 of the seats needed for them to overpower others in the Parliament. Good job everyone. I could not believe that I myself would be caught up in the windstorm of the elections when I thought I was one of those who were indifferent about it. I kicked my own arse. Proved myself wrong. -_-

But I’m quite disappointed that people near and dear to me (no mention of names to avoid surprise buttshecks!) didn’t do their part to make the magic happen. For starters, I’m underage so the feeling of guilt is sooooooo not necessary.

We still can’t blame those people who can’t put themselves to go over and vote in their respective stations, not because of the trouble involved. Just think about it, if you had an abusive boyfriend, would you keep on clinging yourself to him and try to make him better even if it’s to no avail? Just like the example that I mentioned, t has certainly become a mindset of certain Malaysians.

Every year we’ve been promised of great things by the government, only to fall into their sweet talking nonsense. Wouldn’t anyone be disappointed? In the end, some tend to give up, and some still continually strive for a better change.

For those who gave up, I don’t blame you. I believe my little conclusion of the mindset of some of us are far too shallow, but it cannot be denied that it exists. Maybe some of you have other reasons for not voting, I don’t know, but I still respect your decisions. It must be of a good cause, it can be personal too. Since the word ‘personal’ has been mentioned, we should not dwell further on why they did that.

As for those who chose to strive for a better change, I applaud your courage to stand out and cast your vote to the Oppositions. When I was lurking moar in Lowyat.net forums, I have seen some people content that their small little vote has made a great change for our future. Some of them specially took buses or any means just to get to their voting stations, irregardless that the places might be outstation and very far from where they work. Surprisingly, I was quite touched by their actions…

Because of your strength and unity, you all have made a change for Malaysia possible. Even with the nonsense 80 to 800 recount of the Rembau, or the ’sudden appearance’ of 14 ballot boxes, they are not enough to thwart off the unity of the rakyat. Don’t forget, without the help of all races, we would not have achieved our goal. ^^ Viva la rakyat guys, you all rule!!!!11

Now, can you kindly get the trash you’ve put in our beautiful (somewhat lah okay :P) Malaysia? I accidentally stepped on a BN flag lying on the floor that day. And judging from the footprints, many must have unintentionally stepped on it too. Gosh, we’re so sorry for the unintentional defamation. *cheesy grin*

Same rules apply for the Oppositions too. Get rid of the trash lah please?! Pretty Please?! T.T

I guess I shall yet again delay my belated Valentines Day post.

Kthxbai with Love,

Ya Hui

These two are very similar in their own ways.

Firstly, they indulge in the heat of the moment. All the political parties are doing their very best to achieve their goal of getting the most votes (yeah, get the most votes then sit back and slack off and do no nuts for our country). They’re so desperate to the extent that they’re willing to flood clean and beautiful Malaysia with utter rubbish these few days. As for erections, guys do all sorts of nonsense just to reach the climax, maybe even asking for ridiculous requests from their partners. Who knows? Maybe you’re one of them. *sly grin*

Then, after the heat of the moment dies…

After e[L]ections, I’m pretty sure not much will be done for our country (yeah I’m a freaking pessimist). Potholes in our roads will be potholes that ruins our driving comfort once more, and nobody will give a damn to fill it up. Racist comments will continue to fly across the tables of the Parliament and no rules can be enforced to punish these buggers because of ’special privileges on qualified occasions’.

After e[R]ections, I’m pretty sure guys are already dead tired to do a thing. Hmmm, I wonder whether elections are so tiring that the political parties who promised the whole world to the rakyat during the election period, will never be seen doing a thing for us the rakyat when the election is over? Gosh, I didn’t know elections and erections are that synonymous. *big grin*

Anyway, this is just personal opinion. One really wishes what was promised on these banners shall be executed appropriately to ensure that Malaysia has a bright future ahead of her. Not to mention the big amount of trash contributed to gain votes from the rakyat. (Your fukken rubbishy banners are blocking my driving view damnit!)

I’m too young to vote, so I shall sit back and enjoy my youth and let the old people do their bit for the country. :P